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Friday, 6 March 2009
a rejection.

i applied for UNIPAL summer programme in Palestine last month. i didnt get shortlisted, the mail stated.

it maybe because i hold a malaysian passport. they go through jerusalem, of which i am not allowed.

it may also be because it is not yet time for me to take a big stride to Palestine. Maybe there is something i should look at first around me, before i go out of my way to Palestine,no matter how much my heart longs to go.



x unlike my mother, i could not yet understand arabic. i only know 'mauzun'. pisang. and 'jamilah'.


x i have not yet met Monica and help her like i should. and she was not there at her spot just now :(


x i have not yet properly understand Islam, i need to ground my roots first.



Ya Allah, I shall leave my destiny in your hand. Please open the doors for me to redeem myself. Amin.